Rogue
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Ah long for touch...yet fear it so much...
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Post by Rogue on May 25, 2006 0:51:48 GMT
Rogue looked up from her hands to see Jubilee sitting right infront of her with a worried look upon her face. Rogue quickly stood up causing the chair she was sitting on to fall over. Her face was stained with tears as she looked back and forth between all three of them.
"Stay away from meh!! Don' touch meh!!" she yelled as she backed away from Jubilee nearly tripping over the chair. She caught her balance and ran to the otherside of the kitchen and sunk to the floor still in shock of what just had happened.
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Jubilee
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Post by Jubilee on May 25, 2006 0:56:04 GMT
A pain expression crossed the usual energetic woman’s face, but it wasn’t from Rogue’s words or actions. It was simply there, with the worry. Rogue was one of her closest friends, with Kitty, and she hated not being able to be there for her.
The Asian girl averted her eyes, and stared down at the dirty floor. She suddenly became very interested in a puddle of melted ice cream. Knowing her luck, she would probably get the blame for this, and have to clean it all up. Oh, well, it wasn’t anything new.
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Post by Torrent on May 25, 2006 1:05:05 GMT
Kendall lowered her head here it goes the paranoid part now and she hadn't planned to go leaving her alone she got up and firstly hugged Jubilee she looked worried then walked to Rogue and crouched in front of her.
"Hey me stay away from you not a chance, never used or will tell me that we are different but that difference forges who we are, and Rogue your a good person your not a freak there is nothing wrong with yout to fear, I dont, never did none of us do. Listen you need to focus on my voice, just my voice trust me, trust in yourself Rogue lock everyone away and hide the key in your head just you, leave only you and open your eyes and take my hand...." she said reaching a hand for her.
Come on Rogue or Ill do smething I know you hate well I think you hate anyway.
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Rogue
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Post by Rogue on May 25, 2006 1:30:32 GMT
Rogue sat no the floor in the corner shaking. She was in a blank gaze as kendall came over towards her. Rogue moved herself closer to the wall for fear of contact. Rogue could hear Kendall speking, but wasn't really paying attention to her at first. When Kendall had told Rogue to focus on her voice, Rogue turned her head slightly and looked Kendall in the eyes as tears kept streaming from her own. Ah can't....Ah... Rogue thought to herself before pleading with her eyes with kendall. She didn't know how to sort through the other minds inside of her own. There were too many and it was all so complicated.
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Jubilee
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Post by Jubilee on May 25, 2006 1:33:46 GMT
Jubilee remained seated on the floor. She, silently, listened to Kendall converse with Rogue, but she kept her gaze on the puddle of melted ice cream. Who knew that Ice Cream could be so fascinating? Just look at the pretty colors!
The young woman took a shaky breath, and stared at Rogue through thick eyelashes. She chewed the inside of her cheek out of habit. She usually had a piece of gum in her mouth, and to substitute it, she chewed on her cheek. She would chew faster when she was worried or scared.
When Stryker kidnapped her weeks ago, she had chewed the inside of her cheeks to the point of bleeding. Other then that, she had remained composed, and spoke assuring words to the younger kids.
A few people knew that the pace of her chewing was her way of showing her stronger emotions. Her parents knew that, but she wasn’t sure if anyone else did. Who paid attention anyway?
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Angel
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Post by Angel on May 25, 2006 1:38:03 GMT
Warren watched the spectacle, still not all there himself. He no longer was feeling bad for himself, in any way. He could take being a mutant, he could his father not seeing him again, but the torture this girl was going through, just from an accidental touch was horrible. She looked soo scared and alone, even when surrounded by friends.
Still panting Angel tried to stand up and was able to do it. He put his hands on his hips to try to get his lungs pumping better and he wasn't about to put them on his head and look completly weird. He didn't know anything about the situation to help or if she needed his voice added to his aparent memories, so he just stood there uncertain.
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Post by Torrent on May 25, 2006 1:42:48 GMT
"Hey you can hey I'm form the future I know thing you dont, so give it a shot you can tune the memories and voices out, think of it like healing imagine it even visialise it the voices the memories focus them in a room shut the door close them out, or I will try to help you another way. I usually use it on the lads that anoy us, but I know you can do it you dont need help.." she said not taking her eyes off ROgue for a oment sh ehead ANgel stand up hearing Jubilee fidling bout, she still didnt move though.
If she can try she can cope more, that or if it reall anoys her I can do mum's technique though I hate doing it
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Rogue
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Post by Rogue on May 25, 2006 2:01:33 GMT
Rogue had finally stopped crying, but she still pleaded with Kendall through her eyes. Rogue longed for someone to just hold her for comfort the way her parents used to do when she was just a little child. So many thoughts and memories where running through Rogue's mind mixed a long with her own. Rogue looked over towards Warren and the look on her face grew deeper as she knew what he had went through. Rogue looked back at Kendall and slightly opened her mouth. Before she could say anything, Rogue clutched her head and closed her eyes tightly as she tried to sort through all of the memories and lock them away to only keep her own. It was a difficult task, but she was managing to do it a little at a time.
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Angel
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Post by Angel on May 25, 2006 2:32:13 GMT
Warren walked over, "I'm sorry if my memories aren't the nicest ones. I guess the rich life isn't all its cracked up to be," he said trying to make light of the situatuation. The truth was, he had terrible memories. Like the one where he was caught trying to cut off the wings he had been sprouting. They were small and he thought he could get rid of them. Every night, he would try to cut them off with a knife, one time his dad walked in. He looked so ashamed and Warren thought he would be struck. After that, his father had spent lots of money financing a cure and years later tried to have Warren to be the first to test it...
But Warren had escaped and that was pretty much why he was here now...
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Post by Torrent on May 25, 2006 4:28:03 GMT
She saw him com over as Rogue had closed her eyes concentrating she knew the look she had in occasionally before herself.
"That's is Rogue you can do it....its alright Warren, she saw dad I mean Logan's memores and you cant get worse than those so she will be alright, you how about you?" she asked sympathetically wth a soft smile as she still hadnt taken her eyes off ROgue but put her hands on her covered shoulder.
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Angel
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Post by Angel on May 25, 2006 14:30:52 GMT
"I'll be fine by the feel of it, but your right about not flying for a while, I don't think I could manage, even if my wings weren't still sticky," he said his breathing getting more normal. He wondered why she had tackled him if this happened, afterall, it was inevitable that they would touch, since he would have to try and get her off. Maybe she had just got caught up in the moment or something. He hoped she would get a hold of herself though. Try to figure out which mind is yours is probably close to torture. He would definetly not curse himself for the wings anymore, afterall, at least he could still touch people.
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Post by Torrent on May 25, 2006 22:11:27 GMT
"It is working I know it is, and yeah sorry bout your wings there all food covered, after Rogue is alright us three outside Il shower us with warm rain, flying to Jubes If your up to flying with me, I never drop you ever no worries there...you know non of us are freaks, I sense your frustration too Warren and It's alright in time. " she said trying to lighten the topic a little more still not taking her eyes off of Rogue for a second.
SHe was hoping it was working she was so tempted to try taking her energy away making her powers weaken as would her mind and memories and maybe let her fall aslee and recover faster, but she held back.
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Rogue
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Ah long for touch...yet fear it so much...
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Post by Rogue on May 26, 2006 2:42:18 GMT
Rogue could hear Kendall and Warren talking, but it seemed as if they were far away. Memories flashed through Rogue's mind as she tried to sort them all. It began with her most recent: Warren's. Then to a few other 'normal' people she had accidently bumped into; then to Logan's slight memories. There wasn't much and it was all a blur. Finally to the vvery first person she touched when her mutation manifested. Rogue began to cry even more when she reached the momories of her best guy friend that she had kissed, causing him to go into a coma and never waking from it.
Rogue shut them all in a dark recess in the back of her mind. She knew that she wouldn't be able to keep them there for long; always finding a way back out into her open mind. Rogue began to slight shake as she started coming to her senses. She opened her eyes to find herself staring at the white kitchen wall. She felt Kendall's hand on her shoulder for comfort. It felt good to know that someone cared for her, unlike her parents.
Rogue looked up at Kendall with tear-filled eyes and forced a smile.
"Ah'm alright....jus' a lil'shaken up. tha's all."she managed to lie to them.
Rogue then looked up at Warren as she wipped the tears from her eyes. "Ah...Ah'm sorry. Ah should'a neva done that. It's all mah fault..."
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Angel
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Post by Angel on May 26, 2006 14:08:31 GMT
"Hey now, it wasn't your fault, and I don't blame you," he said sincerly. It was true, he didn't blame her at all. Its not like she could control her powers... or at least he figured she couldn't or she wouldn't be so suprised. He was pretty much back to 100% by now, which was nice since he had had some kind of healing powers and when they aren't making you body perfectly healthy all of the sudden, you notice. But, it had returned. "So ae you alright now?" he asked her, concerned.
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Post by Torrent on May 26, 2006 14:35:15 GMT
*Sniff sniff*
She smiled thought picked up the hormones through her the fact she was lying she was better but not alright.
"Marie, you know not to lie to me, I am like Logan in to many ways, but glad your on the same wavelength again. Maybe you want to go see the professor or speak to Logan he always seems to help calm you down, more than I can anyway?"
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